Thoughts racing through my mind

I feel like I go totally MIA for short periods of time, and when I come back it's like WHAM!... And so many new things are surrounding me that I can take it all and I start feeling I won't make it... But then I calm down and think and things are not complicated or hard anymore, and realize it's just a matter of time.

( Spanish fragment )

Today I learned again you cannot fullfil every body's expectations, and that things that make you happy and feel good are the reasons why people look down at you. I felt like... "Shit! This is my fucking Life!" So what one should do? Be good at the eyes of the others or feel OK with oneself? Is it possible for both to go together?

( Off-Track )